I'm going to forget the kiss with Alex happened even though I was up all night...

I'm going to forget the kiss with Alex happened even though I was up all night replaying it in my head. As I'm driving to school the day after , I wonder if I should ignore Alex. Although that's not an option because we have chemistry together.
Oh, no. Chemistry class. Will Colin suspect something? Maybe someone saw us drive off together yesterday and told him. Last night I turned off my cell so I didn't have to talk to anyone.
Ugh. I wish my life wasn't so complicated. I have a boyfriend. Okay, so my boyfriend's been acting pushy lately, interested only in sex. And I'm sick of it.
But Alex as my boyfriend would never work. His mom already hates me. His ex-girlfriend wants to kill me--another bad sign. He even smokes, which is totally not cool. I could make a huge list of all the negatives.
Okay, so there might be some positives. A few minor ones too insignificant to mention.
He's smart.
He has eyes so expressive they give a hint to more than what he portrays.
He's dedicated to his friends, family, and even his motorcycle.
He touched me as if I were made of glass.
He kissed me as if he'd savor it for the rest of his life.