Ellie! No!" He rushed to her. "God, no! You can't be leaving me! Don't!" He grabbed her face and covered her mouth in a hard, desperate kiss. Her eyes flew open in stunned disbelief; she stopped breathing. He released her mouth but not her face, which he held in his hands, his fingers threaded into her hair. "You can't go, Ellie, you can't. Don't you know how much I love you? God, I'd be nothing without you. I never thought I'd get to feel like this again, but you brought me back to life. You took the loneliness away and brought laughter back into my life. Ellie, you're everything to me-I can't make it without you. If you leave, I don't know what I'll-" She just stared at him, a slight smile on her face. "Really? You don't say." "Listen, I know I'm not a good romantic, I know that. I realized just a little while ago that I-Oh, hell, I told you how responsible I was, not how much you light up my life. I told you about my vow and how I could stick to it, not how life without you would be all gray and sad and awful. I didn't tell you everything you mean to me. I promised myself I'd take care of that tonight, for sure. I was almost too late." "Tell me now," she said. "Now?" he asked, dropping his hands from her face. "Right now," she insisted. "But I haven't prepared!" "I know. That's the whole idea," she said. "I'm listening." He cleared his throat. "Ellie. Dammit, you saved my life. I was a wallowing, pathetic, self-pitying-" He stopped talking at the sound of her soft laughter. "You're not supposed to laugh at my attempts to be romantic." "Noah, that wasn't romantic. That made me wonder what I ever saw in you. Start over." He grabbed her face in his hands again. "I want to be with you forever. I want to lie beside you every night, holding you close, whispering to you that I love you more than anything in the world, that you turned my whole world upside down just when it needed to be turned upside down. I want to make forever promises to you out loud, in front of God, and I want you to promise to be my woman, my wife, my one and only love, my best friend and my conscience. You're never easy, Ellie, but you're sure never boring…" "I don't know about that last part," she commented. "God, I love you so much. If I lost you, I don't know what I'd do. I'd go after you, that's what I'd do. I'd find a way to get you back. You know we're perfect together. I know you feel it because I can feel you feel it." He grinned roguishly. "We sure fit together perfect, don't you think? You told me you loved me-tell me again." "I love you, Noah. I tried not to. I usually screw up love situations. But, apparently, we have that in common." She grinned. "A good start." "You won't leave me?" "Why would I leave you? I adore you. And unless I'm completely stupid, you just asked me to marry you." "I did. We should give the kids some time to get used to the idea. And we should find a house that can hold us, but as soon as we can work out the details, we should get married." "Okay," she said. "Am I late for rehearsal?" "We were waiting for you," he explained. "Then Walt said he saw you struggling with luggage and thought maybe you weren't coming, that you were leaving." She laughed a bit. "Noah, these are Vanni's hand-me-downs. I thought I had time to unpack them before the rehearsal." He was shocked silent for a moment, absorbing this, then he grabbed her and kissed her hard. And he said, "I have a feeling I bit off more than I can chew with you." "No question about that, Your Holiness." *
( Robyn Carr )
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